Fly Like Paper Get High Like Planes

I got employed three weeks ago in a construction company. I’m under the graduate training program they have that someday, I will be one of the future leaders of their company. Right now I’m deployed in their project in Clark. I’m doing my training under the planning division.

I don’t think this is really what I want. We work 6 days a week, living in the staff house with a bunch of other people, going home on a Saturday night, exhausted from a week’s work. There was even a time I had to stay in the site for 24 hours. And my officemates were right, construction really has their own calendar. Most of the time, we work even on holidays.

I don’t see myself doing this kind thing. Being far away from home, missing holidays, a couple of beers session every Friday night with my college friends, frisbee games on weekends, and a lot of other stuffs.

I guess I’m just not ready yet for the real world. I should have rested a month more. Sometimes I feel old for having a job. Especially when I catch up with my buddies and hear their stories about how much fun they’re having and still not look for a job.

For the first time in my life, I’m not really sure of what I want. I’m thinking of looking for a new job, something that’s more accessible and convenient for me, something more corporate. I don’t really know. I’m really confused.

I should not have graduated yet. I realized that college was really fun.